- Still Sick -

Guess what? I'm still sick!!! *sigh* Anyway, worked with Chau last two nights. Now? With Lory. She's ok. Understand some of the work now. Printing of reg card and such. Then, had supper with Abg Sha'ari, Abg Izad & Lory at the Modesto's. Me & Lory had MeeKuah but poor Lory, she's not used to eat local food so she doesn't really enjoy it. But had fun having supper with us.

Anyway, I can't wait for Friday!!!! Will be pickin up tat little someone! Yipeeeeee!!!! Hopefully she'll be able to adapt to me! kekekek I've already fallen in love with her by lookin at her pic. Then, go home, rest and sleep for at least few hours then go out with that someone and her then go window shopping. *smile* Hope everythin will go as planned. Gosh...fallen in love with everything with them. So irresistable! kekekekek

Just have to get my family approval though i know it'll be a negative. But no matter what, i'll follow what my heart says and not my brain! So far what i had with Faizal was with my heart and brain! Mostly with my brain coz im rebelling. But what i had with this someone new is TOTALLY different. Im able to think rationally with my heart and try to solve things now rather than rebelling. So both of us knew we can work things out. He's just afraid that my family won't approve of us and there goes our plan to be together. I now know what's best for me though i know i'll have alot and i really mean ALOT of obstacles. Pray for me aite ya'all!!!

Im very sleepy right now!! Tomorrow will be my last night with Lory & Abg Sha'ari. Then Friday!! Yeah!! Can't Wait!! heheheh K it's 6am now. See ya guys later!!

- I'm Sick Yet Again -

Im Sick again!! Darn!! Yesterday on 16th morning, the moment i stepped into the house, i started sneezing! Why? Cuz there's alot of F****** dust in the house as the house is undergoin a "shifting" session! *sigh* That's precisely i want to stay on at work and not go home! And so from there, i started sneezin all the way till work. I thought, after poppin some panadol, everythin will be ok. BUT..... i started to sneeze the whole night away. I can't concentrate doin my work as i keep sneezin and also felt sleepy after poppin 2panadols. Luckily, Abg Yusoff did all the posting or wateva without bothering me. Thanx "Uncle"! *LOL* By 4.20am 17th Sept, i finished my work for the night. Once everythin is settled, i actually went to the locker for my half hour break and slept on that hard bench in the girl's locker room. Pathetic right? I know.

Today, the whole day i slept through. Must be becuz of the medicine that i took. By then, my fever shot up and my throat is unbearable. So heaty. That someone called but i just could not answer the phone so i keep hangin up the phone which leads him to be quite pissed off thinkin im angry with him and do not want to talk to him. Sayang... sorry k? My throat's in pain so i can't really talk. But luckily he understand. He said he'll bring me to the doctor after work this morning but i declined. No money and i still have the medicine so it's ok. Don't waste right? He wanted me to go to his house where he can take care of me but his nephew's at home. So don't want him to be infected. I also don't want. heheheh But that's just his expression of sayin he do care and wants to take care of me! *aaaaawwwwwww* thank you sayang. But not now. Ok? Next year when we are legal ok? Insyaallah.

Im at work now. When i came in, my face was so "black". Chau was the first to noticed so i just said it's ok. Im sick that's all. Then when i went out to the reception, Abg Sha'ari's turn to ask. And he keep askin me to smile as im at the front. Then, Sharum the security guy happened to walked by so when Abg Sha'ari asked me to smile, i looked at Sharum and smile except that he wasn't lookin at me. Then, Abg Sha'ari looked at me then to Sharum, and said, "Oh.. i asked you to smile, but you looked at him and smile eh?" I then replied that Sharum wasn't even lookin at me and i was smiling for the sake of smiling cuz he told me to. Ahakz. *smile* After i settled my things outside, i went in with a f****** face and Sheryl, Chau & Abg Sha'ari asked whether im ok or not. I just replied, No Im not and apologise to them in advance.

Right now, my work is done and so is Abg Yusoff's. Aaaaarrrggghhh.... he's smokin in here!! Luckily my nose is stuck! hehehehe Can't wait to go home and rest! *sigh* Should i go and take MC since Chau will be workin night tonight? But then, it's only her 2nd time doin night shift. Won't be fair to her if i don't come. So i think i'll come lah. For you ok sayang?? LOL

K now, i think i want to rest for awhile. My nose is stuck! uuuurrrrggghhhh i hate this type of flu! Always leads to fever, sore throat, cough then jeng jeng jeng....Asthma! *sigh* K lah....tata pple! Ciaoz.....

- Been Busy & Happy With My Life -

Been quite busy lately with work and very happy with my life with that sumone new. Really tryin to work things out you know. But we'll see how it goes.

Work wise, been quite busy since it's the IMF right now. Convention period so everywhere, the rate is quite high. Been workin late lately, stayin back to finish up work. Right now, im workin midnight shift with Abg Yusoff. Im feeling so tired and sleepy right now. Trying to move about and keep busy though there's nothing to do to keep me busy! LOL Fasting month coming soon. So i requested to work night shift during the fasting month. BUt of course not for the whole of 1 month. Wouldn't be fair to Hew and the rest. Chau and Lory will be doin night shift with me. So i have to trained them. The first two days of fasting month, i'll be on the morning shift. Ahhhh...dreadful man!! But John mentioned that he'll do something about it the following week. Thanx boss!

My life with my family so far is ok. Naughty naughty nieces around me! Buey Tahan ah!! LOL They are so naughty. Kamilia is so attached to her Mickey Mouse stuff toy that she brings "him" everywhere and you know.... making small talk with "him", petting "him", tryin to get "him" to sit and watch tv with her. So cute & funny i tell you! *smile* And Zaara is trying to talk right now. Hair growing long, with her round face, petit lookin though all of us in the family are kinda big size! LOL So no matter how tired i am after work, i'll try to spend time with them, try to talk to them and then go and rest or sleep. If they are asleep when im back from work, i'll tend to make it a habit to stroke their hair and kiss them before i go to sleep. Tryin to be a mother? A good one and tryin to be more tolerant i guess?? hahahaha better start now rite?

My love life? hhhmmmmmmmm.........*floating on air* hehehe yeah... Im happy with my love life right now. He cares for me and my well being. And me to him as well. Although, he's much more mature and older than me by few years, he's like a young boy again when he's around me. So cute. Fallin in love again but holdin myself back for some reason. Tryin to keep it simple and go with the flow. I don't want things like what i had with Faizal happened again. *stares into spaces*

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Anyway, i gotta get back to work. Will blog again when im free. Ciaoz....

To that someone who came into my life when im down....Thank you for being there forme.

- Sleepy Head -

Tonight is my last night with Abg Sha'ari. Then tomorrow onwards will be with Alina. Tonight is a very sleepy night for Abg Sha'ari. Donnoe what's wrong with Him! LOL Finished my work at 7.20am. Still got time to type over here though im sleepy rite now! Gosh! Luckily finished my work at about 5am. Then helped this dude Abg Sha'ari of course with the group envelope! *Lol*

Gosh, im hungry, sleepy, headache, all into one. Can't wait to go home and sleep! Missin that sumone badly! Hmmm....... Well, anyway, it's 6.05am. Gotta harrass other hotels for their occupancy now! Ciaoz....

- Peaceful Night -

The past few days i've been on night shift. Very very VERY tired. Friday my off day but i bet i have to stay back and help out till 3 since it'll be a very busy day.

Anyway, Life for me has been quite peaceful lately becuz of that certain someone. I'm tryin to be rational and calm and tryin to reason things out if not happy though i chose not to!! *Grins* He's the reason im really really moving on and im really happy after that horrible break up. Oh Oh and that stupid jerk went and message Chau tellin her to take care of me. What!!?? Im still a little girl is it? Don't you worry lah! My collies have been nothing but a wonderful frenz to me. They may be plastic sometimes *LOL* but i don't care! They're great as an individual! So please stop harrasin my collies!!

Rite now, i've already finished my paper work. Just waiting for any check-outs and then go back home. Well, not rite away maybe. Got into a fight with my dad over a stupid thing! Dammit!! I said nicely also wrong! What does everyone else wants from me??!!!! Im sick and tired of this you noe!! Feels like movin out! Hey sis! I rent ur house lah since you're not gonna live there for quite SOME TIME!!!!! How??!!! Quote me a price will ya!!! I want privacy and peace! That's all!!! Can or not!!?

K lah! Tired & sleepy lah! Now gonna harrass other hotels and asked for their occupancy last nite! Ciaoz.....